I am Ready

The void was distinct and didn't seem real, easy to mask turning my back on the lonliness I feel.

My internal hole was poked and awakened like the dead. Feelings of anger, destruction and lonliness infiltrate my head.

The pain hurts so bad and continues to grow, aching my heart and crippling my soul.

I'm lost in this world, no clear purpose or vision wondering if I will ever make a difference.

God please wipe my tears and feel the depth of my pains, release me from all the hurt given to me on this earthplane.

I am ready to surrender and throw my hands in the air. I will not reject your love for me or doubt that you care.

I am begging, please save me and mend all of this pain. I've had it too long and am tired of this game.

I am beaten and broken and finally ready to love. Abused and abandoned waiting to be saved from above.

Show me the way, I no longer will fight you. I am finally ready to accept your love and wanting to love you.