You Don't Get It

I overreacted?
I've wanted to scream for weeks
To scream and never stop
Till my voice is hoarse and I can't speak
Let me scream
Let me cry

I can't breathe anymore
It hurts
I can't look at myself anymore
I'm ashamed
You don't understand

She's perfect
And I'm not
She's what I want to be
But you can't see that

Tears streak my face
My hands shake
I lay there awake
I never want to leave
Please don't make me