I Still Remember The Pain

I sit here in bed
With my knees pulled up to my chin
Tears running down my face
As I remember the sin.

I remember the pain
The Shane and the blame
The feeling I had
That are still left the same

The last thing I wanna remember
But refuse to forget
Are the painful memories I've had
Of All of THEM

I still remember all of this
And everything that they did to make me so insane
But most of all
I still remember the pain.

I want to die. I have nothing to regain