You came by surprise, everything was complicated in our lives, that made us both to chose, to save our fears that we did not even try. Fears for future that we both dumb to conclude. Fears that made us both selfish and not to give you a life that suppose the world gives. Hate myself for being so weak and letting this thing happen on you. If Mommy can give your life in other mom's womb, I'll do but i know that's impossible to do. And if giving another chance in future, please comeback to mommy's womb and i'll promise you, mommy will welcome and love you more. My life in grief and sadness for what i have done. I begged for your forgiveness, my child. Be my little angel to guide me on right. I know one day we will meet again, when time my breath ends. I will look for you and I will recognize. Lookin' in your eyes and feel my heartbeat, I know you are my child. I will hug you tight and say "Mommy loves you so much and I'm really sorry for what I and your Dad have done".
