Buona Fortuna, the story of my life.

Here's to a night
I don't want to remember now...
there has to be a way out...
I must escape somehow...

I can never forget,
I will never forgive.
Just because I breathe
it doesn't mean I live.

The sun shines upon me
and yet I feel so cold.
How can I be this young
but feel this damn old?

The darkness is creeping in
and I am tuning out.
You're right beside me screaming,
yet I can't hear you shout.

My life lies around me in puddles...
the only thing I could control.
This enemy's won, it's all over now.
Depression's devoured my soul.

-Ashley J White