Our own love story that gives our heart a scar

by shean leiram   Jan 24, 2013


Movenpick is the best place to stay
November was the perfect date, I say.
.'cause that was once my unforgettable moment;
That was the moment that we met.

You were at your office
While me taking my interview,
You caught my eyes when I stared at you,
,,and you gave me a smile that I'll surely miss.

Finally we're at one place,
You and me, without disturbances.
But I thought you were off single
Then I found out that I was in a big trouble.

You have your boyfriend,
I have my girlfriend.
We, both, are not available
But still we end up together.

Time comes, I need to choose
Either you or my girlfriend I dont want to lose.
Sad to say, I chose her;
and leave you with so much to suffer.

How bad I became to you,,
When I leave you nothing without a clue.
I was so selfish, so cruel;
Like I was slowly poisoning your beautiful soul.

But after what I did,
,,everything I've done and everything I've said;
When you decided to leave and never coming back,
It gives me a snap, I was so shocked.

That was then I realized;
I should not make you feel broken hearted,
For you are as fragile as my own heart
,,that needs to be handled with so much care.

I decided to give up myself to protect her
I was so happy seeing you happy with me,
,,always happy spending time together
Hoping you could see your worth to me.

You become important to my life.
Asking to be with me as I take my strive.
Thankful, as I say, I am
..of having a wonderful gift from above.

I love you I always say;
You love me till the end of the day.
Hopes and dreams did come our way,
But against the sky it turns to gray.

I still end up hurting you,
and it really gives me pain in my ass
Asking myself, why am I so careless
Why do it has to end like this.

Now that we're apart.
Hope to see you happy having a good start.
Though I know it's not that easy
I'm still here willing to take the pain away.

You keep reminding me;
That I am the one you need to stay.
It hurts for me but I need to try;
To make you understand that I need to fly.

That was my biggest mistake
Did gives me pain, the decision I make,
But I cant go back to where we were,
The future we made that is now so blur.

Now you found a reason to finally let me go,
Can't take the pain, what should I do.
I used to think of me and you,
and now alone im missing you.

Hope to correct the mistake I made
The scars in your heart that was once so deep.
And though somehow I know this would happen
...just hope to erase the pain I've given.

But now your name is on my skin,
Trust me to say, you won't be forgotten.
'Cause a person like you I want to keep
But now you're gone, I'll just take a break.

I know, a person like me, dont deserve to be happy,
But still searching though I know it's hopeless for me.
So you better go on taking your journey
..because I dont want to see you in misery.

But now I want to have you back,
'cause me alone, I lost my track.
For I'm so tired of pushing my luck;
...that it gives my heart a danger crack.

Our story, I must put an end,
For your happiness is only what I intend.
.though you and me is now long gone.
I love you still, till the sun goes down.

It hurts for me but needs to be done,
..to stop hoping that you're not the one,
But the wound in my heart is still so fresh;
..that it twisted too deep down to my flesh...

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