You're asking for a lie

How are you?
Are you fine ?
You always ask how I'm doing..
But you never wanna hear the truth
I see it in the way you look at me
You're asking for a lie
You don't wanna hear things like :

I DIE
EVERY SINGLE NIGHT I CRY
I WISH I COULD FLY
AWAY FROM HERE
I DON'T UNDERSTAND WHY EVERYONE I LOVE HAS TO DISAPPEAR
I DON'T FEEL LOVED ANYMORE
LIFE FEELS SO UNSURE SO UNREAL LIKE A DREAM
LIKE A NIGHTMARE THAT I CAN'T BARE
I DON'T WANNA BE A MAM
I WANNA BE A MAN

But all these things you don't wanna hear
So instead of beeing true
I lie and say I'm fine and you?