Tricks of Time

Silently passing through my lashes
my thoughts bring tears to life
my memories too clear to bear
as I see me through your eyes

I recall every argument
every word you said
every look and every touch
every promise that we made

I feel each memory anew
as I lay here in my bed
thoughts of you are haunting me
making nonsense in my head

My past should be behind me
but I learned so much from you
How to be strong, and trust someone
and trust the things I do

Now I look back wondering,
did you do it all for you
Use me as a bit of fun
I haven't got a clue

Time plays tricks I know this well
and perhaps your not to blame
Its time to change my scenery
time to leave the game