Torment

The days merge into the nights
in my mind the animals fight
tearing my mind apart to find the answer
eating away at my soul like a cancer
perfection is something i dont claim to be
transparent for everyone to see

nothing for me to try and hide
wishing for you by my side
then i made a mistake that caused you pain
my mind and body was filled with shame
struggling from my minds dark corner
trying to find that place that is warmer

trying my best to do whats right
the battle rages against my might
all my life i helped any way i could
laid my feelings down like a log of wood
took the punches she would throw at me
her true colours you wouldnt have to see

shielded you from the pain she bestowed
walked youi away from that awfull road
and now they say im the bad guy
they blind you, but keep your head high
i pray one day you will see
by your side ill always be

no matter what anyone will say
for you i will always pray
you will not see me in this bad light
coz all i ever wanted was whats right
i have and always will be there
this space inside my mind is what we share