Sitting alone at night I just sit here and write. here alone,there is no light, no reason to stay,nothing is alright.
no more reasons left to fight.
pain consumes my damaged mind,my vision is blurred my thoughts are blind. darkness now consumes me so I find.
The sharp metalic slides smoothly across my pale flesh draining me of all thats left.
hollow I become, empty and numb.
my thoughts stop,the world is still, I find now theres nothing left to feel.
sitting here nothing more seeming real,nothing more but the shiny steel.
pupil dialation,pill filteration,insomnia blankets my vision beyond all I've known. when will it all end? when can i go?
where is the sun,where is the fun? when will the pain end? I'm coming undone.
falling apart flesh falls from bone. still i remain here like stone. cold and pale I'm screaming for you!! do you hear me? where are you? I need you here with me, what more must i do to make you see.
I have fallen, I am lost, I need you, can you hear my call? will you catch me this time or will you let me fall? how far will i have to go to make you see that I need you here i need you with me
