you're more than just my friend.
Maybe thats why we make such great enemies.
You were my lover.
You're more than someone i know.
You're someone ive tried to understand.
Beleive me you've been confusing.
We've hurt eachother and i know our past isnt great,
but i would be lying if i said i i didn't know how you feel.
Ive constantly hurt people not even thinking twice.
I live with guilt knowing my apologies mean nothing.
On the surface it seems alright,
but i can tell you're really hurt inside.
I recognize your pain.
Thats how i can relate it to mine.
We're different people with different thoughts.
Needless to say thats why i love you.
Your struggles have been way harder than mine.
You dont deserve to be hurt,
so instead you lashed out...but look at you.
You're still here and so am i.
You haven't lost everything it just feels that way.
I know its hard to read coming from the one who broke your heart, but you've got me if noone else.
Im sorry for everything.
I just thought you needed to know it.
