It will be okay.. maybe?

Truth is when someone tells you
"it will get better someday"
they have no idea what it's like to go thru something..
Something that hurts with a pain so strong it stays with you forever.
You smile for the crowd
and little do they know that inside your dying.
You have forgotten who you are, that one girl who always saw the good in everything, the one who could make it thru just about anything..
Not this time, not anymore...