My Soul's Sonnet

All I've built, now is shattered
I can't seem to stand my ground
I've tried to change, it never mattered
broken down by what I found;

Sorrow, tears and screams of pain
I never got stronger of it all
Oh woeful feelings I can't explain
what is joy? - I can't recall

Everday feels like the night
I hope this to be my last
I'm so cold and I lose sight
Oh the flashbacks of my past

Haunted by the thoughts of dying
My soul remains constantly crying