I am here again by myself scared not of being alone because i am alone even if the house is full of people but just being by myself. I am scared of what i might do, the thoughts in my head, of who I might become. What I might do, I scream out for help but it only lands in deaf ears, they don't hear me, they don't care, they are to involved in themselves to hear the screams. Am I really here or am I just a ghost that has not accept the fact I am dead. Is that why no one can hear me or am I wasting my breath. The more i cry out the more no one hears. I am standing on a edge screaming at the top of my lungs and instead of listening or hearing me they give me a shove and i start falling faster and faster hit the rocks on the way down wondering if it will ever end when i will finally hit bottom and it will all be over. I have been fighting to keep myself from hitting the rock bottom but i see it getting closer and I cant stop myself no one around to help me no one cares to help they keep pushing me away when I do reach out and try to stop myself. I give up I am ready to go. There is nothing left to grab on to. I see the bottom and I smile ready to have it all end, I look up and no one is there. I am here again all by myself scared.
