In the distance

Once you lifted me up
and now you are putting me down
you picked me up off the floor
now you are throwing me back on the ground

i thought i had the strength
to stand my ground
that lost little girl
i thought i had found

but now she wanders
far into the distance
not trace to be found
of her lonely existence

she lays in that familiar place
drowning in her thoughts
and once again
to her old friend she resorts

for the final time
she takes that blade to her wrist
and this time she is certain
she will not be missed