It kills me how whenever you were not happy, it was always my fault, you would always say " I want the old Jenn Back", It was always me who changed.
Seriously are you deranged?
After all the lies, the cheating, the mind games and I'm Sorry", you really expected me not change;
It doesn't work that way honey,
when you keep playing your games.
You were playing with my mind and destroying my heart,
How could you not know, how could you not see I was falling apart,
you would tell me you love me and we we'd talk about out future together,
but in the end I realized it was all part of your game,
you never wanted forever.
I ALWAYS stood by your side and was called nieve, stupid and foolish,
but I always thought if I just loved you enough, you would eventually come around and everything would be okay; just like I had always wished.
I was wrong because your insecurities always led you to stray,
but still, through all of the bullshit I heard and knew the truth about... I always stayed.
Then when I was weak and really needed you most, after you knew you were part of the reason I was destroyed and you saw me falling apart;
I was crying out for you, I needed you to stay,
but when things were to tough to handle you did just what I thought you would do...
You just walked away.
