I slow feel myself draftting away from the whole world i look around all i see is people that are happy that i would never be i see my soul slowly dieding and never coming back i see myself going immortal do i just need to died or keep livein i dnot know i dont see why am here at all if all i think about is being in a happyer place with no pain or feel like am under a cloud that is bad for me i get hit by lightting my pain is like thounder my sarow is like rain i need u i need my life back am not myself i slowly feel my life drafting away from me and my family
(countrygirl)
