I am an utter mystery
filled with passion and sincerity
I am always real about everything
passionate and motivated to achieve success
when you look at me do you see me for me
or just the mask I hide behind.
I have a positive outlook on life
although I have struggled and cried
felt pain and heart ache
I endure all this and push forward
to be the me who i iv'e always wanted to be be
and live my life how I want,
I am compassionate towards those who suffered like I did
yet still I am dignified and blessed
to be given so much.
I am giving support and help to those who need it
I will be there for them when no one else is
for my empathy relates to theirs
I am inspired to chase my dreams
to give back to my community
make people laugh, and smile
be unique and individual
and a friend for them to confide in.
so when you look at me
look past my angry expression
show me respect and be yourself
be unique and thoughtful
and you might get to see
the me I hide from everyone
the me I am scared to be.
don't feel sympathy for me
I am motivated to be someone stronger
fortunate to still be alive
for my gratitude goes out to all my friends
they saved me when I almost ended my own life
they were always by my side
without them I would not be breathing
laughing or loving today, chasing all my dreams.
my energy flows and flows
I am intelligent and positive
of the life I am given
I am genuine of my desires and emotions
I am me unchanged and unbroken
still struggling but living freely
just remember though sometimes I might seem mean
but the truth is that I am lonely and vulnerable
soft and sensitive on the inside
I am telling you something good about me, all truth
to my secrets and different versions of my personality, of myself
I am still scared to open up my heart and let anyone in
this is the real me that I conceal from others, the real me I hide.
