Do you mean it, when you tell me you love me more than anything?
Do you even love me?
Do you really care about me?
Did you know I cried myself to sleep for a week when you dropped me off at my grandmas?
Why didn't you want to take care of me?
You said grandma took me from you, why didn't you fight if it was true?
Did you really want your girlfirend more than me?
I cry ever now and then, because I wonder a lot of things...
I wonder if you knew you made me feel worthless?
Unwanted?
Stupid?
Ugly?
Like a freak?! Cause her own mother left her at someone's house an didn't call for two week!
I say I don't remember but I do. I can't forget!
I cried for months! I still cry and it been almost 10 years...
10 years, that's how long I've prayed that you would come take me and just say I'm sorry.
I know you've told me "I'm sorry it's all my fault," but it's always followed by a "your grandmother is jus being hateful."
But all I really want it for you to tell me "I'm sorry... can you ever forgive me?"
Then I wouldn't feel worthless,
Unwanted,
Stupid,
Ugly,
Or like a freak.
I would feel like I mean something,
Loved,
Smart,
Pretty,
And a less like freak.
Can you just answer me those questions?...
