Storm

I look , i see , i hear , i breathe , i feel
how come everything around me seems so unreal
i need , i want , i wish , i desire , i crave
seems like i am my own heart's slave
I'm lost , i wonder , I'm here , I'm there
is there anyone out there that even care ?
I'm found at last , but where exactly am i ?
my wings are lost and right in that corner my eyes i cry
i waited and waited for anyone to find me
right in front of your eyes was and always will be
look at me I'm right here
to be forgotten and left alone is my greatest fear
my lord i beg you make me forget
these feelings and these memories which i can't let
with every single breath i take
I'm doomed for life but i need to go on for my own heart's sake
"what doesn't kill you makes you stronger" they say
what's the point of living in pain with each passing day ?
the pure blue sky that forever shall remain has gone grey
and my sun is now black , how can i be okay ?
I'm strong , I'm weak , i look , i peek
I'm sure , not really , what do i exactly seek ?