My Life

In my life I just want to run away,
I feel this growing day by day.
I can never keep it under control,
Just like me, I'm never in control.

Some times in my body it isn't me,
WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH ME?
I black out,
I can figure every one but me out.

Is it my life that's complicated,
Or is it just me being complicated.
I wake up with regret,
Each day is just another bet.

My life isn't normal,
I always make and cause trouble.