I love you, Why can't you see?

My heart feels like bleeding,
I want to rip it out of my chest,
Should I just be put to rest?
Ever since I met you, I thought I love you,
I remember what we did, the monkey and the bracelet,
Were you just playing me?
I try to reach out to you, but you don't try,
All you do is make me cry,
How I despise that hurt feeling in which where my heart lies.

My tears are about to overflow,
Why can't you see, you make me whole,
I want to cry until I can cry no more,
It's because of you I cry and I feel like I want to die,
Everything was fine until she came,
I don't know why I despised her with all my might,
I was willing to get into a fight,
Why you may ask,
Because I love you and am afraid of losing you,
Can't you see,
Without you my life has no meaning,
Why can't you see,
You say you see these signs,
Well, read in between the lines!
Please I love you is that such a crime?

I know I got jealous but I was afraid to say goodbye,
And when I snapped, I am sorry it was at you,
Please what I said wasn't actually true,
Now that I try to fix what is wrong,
I realize our love is gone....
I asked you out today,
What girls do you know that will ask you in that way?
I see you smile that lovely warm smile,
And I'll believe you'll do it,
but you'll most likely let me down,
Which is what you like doing.......

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