The lucky one

I used to feel lucky
to have a good family
together we were so happy
with my dad's so funny

but things aren't really permanent
life too is full of predicaments
we have to be firm and strong
in every problem that comes along

time has come i can no longer bear
pretending and pains i can only stare
we should decide the best and what's right
and there is no daddy in sight....

though I've learned to admit
that there'll be no more happy family
but still i want to ask myself...
"was i really lucky?"