Being pregnant.
Its the most horrifying but, the most exciting feeling.
This little life inside you,
So tiny, so fragile.
You have to be so careful.
Feeling the little kicks, the movements in your belly.
Sometimes thinking about her inside me..
I get so sick I want to throw up.
Getting sick because of the feeling of her move.
Feeling her shift.
I'm scared that I am going to be a mom.
This little life depends on you.
Needs you, wants you all the time..
But I'm excited.
Getting to do so many things together,
Thinking about things we will do,
Makes me remember things I did with my mom.
We have had some good times but,
We never had a great relationship: Still
No matter how bad it was between us, I still needed her.
I need my mom like my baby will now need me.
But I am not doing this alone,
My husband will help me too,
He will be an amazing father.
This baby, will be his first daughter.
