You

Four AM and I can't breathe
Wind is blowing in the darkness.
Frozen, bewildered
And I wish you were here.

You're all I can think about
All that I crave.
I need you like air
Something I can't live without.

Days keep on passing
Continuously fading, turning to months.
Somehow they merch into twelve
And yet another year passes.

I have feelings
All of these feelings
And I hide them
Like secrets beneath the surface.

They're all for you
And everything you left behind.
I can't take it in
Just can't engrave it into my mind.

You were my safe house
My only place.
You were my rock
Written in stars.

You were my warmth
My belief.
More than just a grandmother
More than just my mother.

You held me together
In the cold rainy days
So why can't you be here now?
Because my storm is far from over...

03/23/2012