My life is a journey in itself.
My life has been hard and amazing all at the same time.
My life has been filled with people I loved and cherished.
But some of those people slowly faded away.
My life has been taken for granted by me many times .
We all think that if we know then what we know now would it really matter ?
Iv asked myself this question over and over again and I know now that it wouldn't. I would go through all the abuse, all the lies, and all the heart break again because those days were just days that I now know I will never have to see again. They were never regrets just simply lessons learned. For me going through this has made me a person of many colors. I know that I'm not the easiest person to deal with. I know that iv been damaged so much I'm not sure Ill ever come back from it .I know its hard for me to trust but can u expect it to be easy for me ? But I also know that I have those true colors that matter most . I'm the girl you look at and hold on too. I'm the girl who cares for people I don't even know, Just seeing a sick person makes me want to cry. I have a beautiful mind heart body and soul. I'm unique in every way. I will make u laugh, I will make you happy. I will be that girl for you. I'm worth loving . I'm worth your time. I deserved the best, but the best just didn't come when I expected . I was always taken advantage of.
Always unappreciated. It didn't matter what I did because it was just never enough. I know my prince is out there. I'm hoping its you. You appreciate all the little things that matter most . You tell me I'm beautiful even when I'm just in pj's. You look at me like I'm the only girl in the world. You hold me close to your heart like your never letting go. You go out of your way to make time for me. I love all that you do and I appreciate you and everything you do. My life is just that.