I lay here everyday, thinking if this is all I will ever amount to be.
Going to work and dreading it, but it could be so much worse.
I lost all my passions, my dreams, my hopes.
But you never left my side, you pushed me on.
I'm torn between two sides, and i'm losing out on both,
how ever hard i try, i cant mend what is already broke.
I feel like my walls are closing in, my whole world is caving in.
Stress is progressing, my worries aren't keeping calm, my chest is compressing, so much deeper with each breath.
As I fight to keep it together.
Keep both sides at fingertip reach,
I will never let go, I will never stop fighting.
Because you always held me up when the other turned its back, and i promise to try and keep the peace by standing in between.
