In My Mind

In my mind ,
I pull the trigger ,
In my hear i drop the gun .
Then slowly start to shiver ,
The ever lasting pain ..
that never shall fade.
Unwanted memories fill
my brain .

I make my dissension ,
my heart collides
with the pain
exploding indside .
No one loves the unwanted ,
no one loves the unforgiven .
The ones who live ,
shall die aware ,
of there pain and flows .
All these questions on ,
why I'm still alive?
Why and i still here ?
All this pain inside ,
my strength unwinds .
With all this in my mind ..