Loss

What did I do to deserve our baby being taken away?
Snatched away like some sort of sick game being played.
My excitement now turned to depression,
slowly dying, I've become obsessed, in over my head.
It's taking control of me, kids everywhere rips my heart in two.
The pain I felt, the tears I have shed, endless nights with noone to help me.
Doctors don't know what's wrong, just send me on my way.
I lost my baby, the pain that I feel.
I'm a murderer, I didn't try my best.
We had a name picked out for a empty dream.
I just wanted to do right, I failed.
Wanting you back, watch you slowly grow,
Into the beautiful baby I knew you would be.
I'm sorry baby, mommy loves you...