I can't say these words, i just get up and cry. it'd too hard to even say goodbye. I don't want you to leave but, things are to complicated to believe. We have been together for awhile now and it breaks my heart to see you go. It breaks my heart to see our future just wash down the drain of life. Am I suppose to be strong and not cry? when I have to say goodbye? I slowly die inside and my wrists are very numb. With each happy thought I cut even more... I will just have to live my life with these cuts and be numb from all of the pain.
