The Sea That Engulfed Me

I like to think that I am sane
That I need no one to end the pain.

That I am capable of moving on
To brighter days beneath the sun.

So I can lift this weight off of my chest
And finally be able to catch some rest.

Then sudden I'm pulled back into the sea
Into the indigo waves tearing at me.

This hurt now feels like death
For I cannot even catch a breath.

I'll continue to break and bend
Until I finally reach my end.

[csw]