I wish I were not me at times
for to you I am never good enough
or to anyone it seems
I am never girly enough or skinny enough
or I'm always just too mean
I'm tried of saying sorry because I don't read minds
or because I make mistakes
I'm never to get upset or angry because it makes you mad
and if I run and hide to cry then I must be bad.
You say I never listen
that I'm lazy that I'm fat
but never say your proud of me or love me at that
I try to never show I'm down or never show my tears
you think I must be special for I still smile when you are near
I still tell you I love you and try to make you proud
for I hope to be good enough one day and thank you for all the tears
and to grow from all the hurt and pain that your words made me feel
