Free Falling Emotions

The pain is unreal. Seen by my soul felt by my heart yet ignored by my surroundings. Last thoughts of joy were taking by the first.........
The first..........................
Too much to bare.

The sadness is unreal. Seen by my spirit, felt by my emotions yet ignored by my surroundings. The last thoughts of joy were taking by the first.......
The first....................................
Too much to bare.

The first time was overshadowed by the second time. Stolen memories that I don't ever want back. My emotions recall in detail but my mind draws a blank to spare my soul.

The depression is unreal. Thoughts remain unseen. Peace come in the form of a dream. The dream offers temporary protection from the nightmare of my reality. I decline while looking up to my only means of true permanent freedom from it all. I take one last breath as my emotions fall free. Free falling to their freedom praying god will pull
Them away from this madness.