Who is this girl is she real

The burning hole inside of you
is he really my dad
if he is why did he hurt me
is there any way he can show hes changed
is there any way to forgive i don't think any one can
not in a million years
i just hope if my brothers forgive him they don't let him near there kids
boy girl does it matter
am i alive
is this me
is this a dream
am i the only one who can understand the real me