Monster.

I love too much
Drink not enough
Trapped in the same routine
Just wish the emotions could be truly seen.

You make me want to kill the monster inside
But yet.. Forced to quell him.. And live the game called life.

Forever, fell short.. Just like you
It's a gap too large to cross alone
A light not bright enough to be shown

Trying to find my coping mechanism
Yet, trapped inside my own prison
I Have nothing left.. And this is my note..
All these cold long nights alone..
Have destroyed me.