Faded way too long

I can't stop thinking of you as i sit here alone,
Tryna to keep everything from going wrong,
I been faded way too long im floating in and out of my
consciousness, to were i can see you at a distance,feelings of having you so close to me, drive me insane to the core of my sweet heart, tho! Everyone sees it that im slowly dying inside, i just play it off like always an just take another hit to my head, till im gone, in and out of conscienceness i glide across my destiny, hoping our love maybe one day comes together to rejoice, before it passes us by, but till then I'll be here tryna wait up and try not to fade away for way too long.......<3