Why I"m Mad

I waited all weekend for you to call
Crying and waiting by the phone
Nothing but death on my mind
Wishing you were here
But you never are

We made all these plans
All these promises
All these reasons to believe it was
Us until death do us part
But then you said you had changed your mind
About Us
Our Marriage
Our future together
I say I want us to talk it out
But I'm not even worth that

I didn't want to believe it
I told myself your friend is just lying
But when you never told me otherwise
When he never told me it was a joke
When you never fought for me
Or tried to work it out
When I waited for the truth
That never came
And I pound my head agianst the door
Because I feel like such a loser
For believing in all that you said
My heart broke in thousands and thousands of pieces
When he told me you said you and i were never together
And I fell to pieces

How little you love me is shown but the zero you found for me and to save us