Why Am I Different?

by britanny   Aug 3, 2014


Why am I different?
Why did you pick me?
Why did you take my hope?
My pride and virginity?
Was it my fault?
Was it meant to be?
Did I do something wrong?
Someone please help me.
I was young and hopeless with
No one to turn to.
I just wanted to be loved or even rescued!
Self-harming was the only way to cope,
It was the only way to feel free,
To feel relieved.
Who am I?
An outrage waiting to happen?
Who am I?
A destroyed teen with nothing to live for!
What am I?
A disappointment, and disgrace?
What happened to me?
How did I get this way?
All I wanted was to be normal young girl
And to feel loved.
All I wanted was happiness without self-harming!
I'm all alone with no one to hear,
I had no one to turn to.
my father was never around and my mother
Never really listened. I had to cope on my own.
But now I feel that I grew up to be very strong girl.

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  • 9 years ago

    by Lune de ma vie

    Holy cow this poem has so much emotion in it.

    This is bone-chilling and heartbreaking is so many ways. First off I am sorry for all of this you deserve much better so never think you don't.

    Secondly this poem really did take me back, you write so well for such a young age and you do it in a way that gives the reader such a sense to your feelings, a talent not many poets have. You do though, and you can really make the reader feel how you're feeling in each of the poems I've read by you.

    Love is hard, love is magical, and love is surely the most beautiful thing in this universe but when one is lied to and deceived for other intentions that hurts and it surely can lead to someone feeling there is no other way out than self harm. To feel again at any cost right? It's rough and the world is cruel but not everyone in it is...

    Stay strong and keep on writing my friend, you do a magical job.

    • 9 years ago

      by britanny

      Thank you so much for your comment. im glad that someone has read it and thinks that its good. and im staying strong. being stong is the only thing if you dont be stong then the world will crash down right in front of everyone

      :) thank you again for your comment and feed back

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