Memories

Heart is aching, gashes remained as you go,
you promised to stay,so why do i close my eyes an your gone, from the look you gave me once you were born,
ive never felt so torn;
i should have protected you,should have kept you safe,
the lonesome nights and the agonizing lesions cant replace the wounds you left in my brain,repeating pictures of your smile to the slightest joy to see me, cant erase
the minute you left my arms, the pain increased with days
how do i focus? how do i play this game safe? when the game is life an its a circle that doesn't change,
fear to never see you are in-lodged in my brain, so as a father you have to feel my pain, if i lose you what is there just haunting memories of our good times, so as your gone how do i find peace with-in, you promised to stay so why am i feeling this hurt again, come back before these lesions turn fatal again.