Religious Robot

Finally, after all of the years of no family supported i had someone i could trust.
I was afraid i had kept everything so bottled up that my heart had began to rust.
I didn't have a mom, I had a birthgiver. I didn't have a dad, I had a sperm donor. I had you.
We had a bond so close that I thought we were inseparable almost like glue.
As a family we visited the towns church and prayed in silence and cried tears of joy.
I was always told that one day i would meet a very special boy.
Sadly i believed it was the right thing to do.

You turned into a monster, Nothing less than a creature with no spine.
You were a religious robot that would eventually cross a very special line.
As i was becoming an adult. I had my own opinions and my own life.
I found things i was passionate about . You, you killed them with your religious knife.
Crazy to hear this but i lost you to god and that has made me fearful of religion.
Never the less you only cared that i was a good wife and had on the godly apron.
I stopped praying. I stopped believing all because of the hatred spewed from you.

Today i told you i loved someone out of the narrow view of your acceptance.
You disowned me. You only cared that she was a girl and to you that is a nuisance.
You treated me like a creature that shouldn't be touched. Someone who needed help.
I am so sorry you religious robot, I don't remember yelling out a needful yelp.
Eternal damnation because i love someone who makes me happy i think not.
All of this religious battle that i was really not ready for but i still fought,
You are the reason i have trust issues.

Ten years ago you would have help my crying shaking body and would have answer my call
You now tell me you will pray for me that i need help. Like that is any consolation at all.
I am not a creature, I am not a creature I am not a creature I am a person and i am in love.
happy now robot? Was this your plan all along? For me to have hatred be all im made up of
You didn't even get to know her or even give her a chance. She is my love and also my life
You didn't get to know her even though she could possibly be my wife. My very loving wife
Thank you my "family" now exit my life.