A Loving Free Home!!

Some think my life is perfect
but honestly they are wrong
for no-one knows that i truly hate the world I'm living in
You could say that no-one really understands me

Some say i am perfect
but truly i am not
i have my ways
in which ill stay
I am alone for most of my days

I sit here in my living room
all on my own
chatting to people i don't even know
and knowing they truly don't care

I try my best to understand
that no-one really knows me
for in my heart i can be true
but sometimes i will be evil

Even for the worst of people
I can slag them off
And when i am in a mood
which can actually be quite a lot
I sit in tears
Through all my fears
Hoping it will go away
But it still stays even if i try to forget

You may think that i have never run away
but you obviously don't know me
for i have done this at least 3 times
For some reasons i cannot tell

My life really does suck
even know it doesn't seem it
no-one would ever notice
how i really feel
all on my own
in a loving free home!!