Forever and a day

All the tears that have fell
And all the damage that has been done
I have come to face the reality
That I will never be your number one

Nor will I see your smile
It has vanished from the sight
No more being next to you
Through your sleepless nights

You said this would happen
I couldn't bare it to be true
You kept repeating
We wouldn't make it through

I can't help but wonder
If you made this come to be
I was willing to hold on
It was you who didn't want me

I know what you're thinking
And what you are going to say
Things got to crazy, mistakes we made
Those are the reasons I could not stay

But everything good in this world
Isn't it supposed to be fought for?
Im not trying to change your mind
There is no hope for us anymore

It's just sometimes my mind escapes
As you already know
And our time together
Replays like another rerun show

The bad memories don't linger
It's the good ones that stay
The ones I can't seem to shake
Even with each passing day

My mind snaps back
But my heart still has that ache
If I am still hurting
Was my love fake?

I suppose it does not matter
Together we can't stay
I still believe you are wonderful
I Promised, forever and a day.

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SMILE