I've been through A lot a tribulations in my young life, most of it was pain but I've earned my strips, it ain't something I'm proud to say but I still stand strong and hold my head high.
Most of my life I've always done what I had to, never had a real or even a good childhood, but I be dammed if my daughters see me cry, they ll go down the road I did,I'll die to see them shine through,
The struggles and the pains of poverty, they'll be greater than their own dreams come true.
Had times where I hated myself, so much animosity towards the world,everyone around me and it didn't matter who I'd hurt.
My motto was if you hurt me I hurt you, the only catch thou.. It would be ten times worse.
I only hurt those who hurt me & for that I seen my real friends it was more of a blessing than a curse.
But along the way I lost myself and took on more than I could handle. I tried to make everyone else happy or come up, that with my own happiness turned out to be on the table up for gamble.
I thought I finally had a piece of mind in the place i thought my mind was at. Should of known life was going to throw an unhappy curve ball right back!
Money can't make you happy, and it damn sure can't buy love.. So why can't I just speak was going wrong in my head, all my frustration, all the hard ship to the one I think I love?
