What are these emotions I am experiencing right now
At this very moment
Is it I'm missing my love
Is it I'm feeling anxious
Or is it both
I guess both
Both feed on each other
I also need my love to start sharing her feelings
And she hasn't
At least I think she hasn't
And that's also the problem
Part of me thinks that we both have driven a milestone deep in-love
But then the other part of me says my love is holding back
At least I think so
But we are both adults and we both know what we are getting ourselves into
At least I think so
And that's also the problem
Thus emotional withdraw I am feeling
At least I think so
I really don't know
This love is complex and confusing
Plus I'm thinking to myself
It's only [.......]
You are being completely ridiculous
You need to control yourself
You just get yourself worked up over nothing
At least I think so
But why
I'm not the crazy jealous type
I have good controls on these emotional feelings
(At least I did before)
So what am I doing
But then I think
You are only feeling what you feel because you adore this woman incredibly so
This I know
Is it because I love her deep blue eyes so
Is it because this incredible woman makes me lose sleep at night
Is it because I have escalated
From thinking of her most of the time
To now (f#@& me) all of the time
I really don't know
Is it because she tells me our kisses mean so much more
Maybe
At least I think so
Is it because when I think of strawberries
Well that thought will
Now never let me go
What is a man in love to do
Feeling right now
Well I. simply. Do. Miss. You.
This I really do know.
And when a man is in-love
So incredibly so
These things he really can't control
At least I think so.....
but I really don't know
