A desire to be loved

I didn't understand,
I didn't know...
He used to stare
always at me,
with a sweet smile
on his face.
But I was confused,
I didn't even understand...
He called me; never expected even,
and
I was confused, once again.
He started to love me
and
I was so happy;
but I never thought
that I would too.
It was again
a great confusion.
But yet, I had a solution..
A solution...
I loved him, I truly loved him,
but never dared
to tell him.
Uh!!...Uh!!...Uh!!
I really went off track.
I want to cry,
'cause whatever
I've seen,
whatever I've heard,
was only an illusion;
it was false...total false.
Days gone,
months gone,
even years passed by,
but you never
went away from
my wounded heart.
You left me...
...left me with those
precious memories...
But why??
Always left a question;
and now I want an answer.
You never turned back
towards me,
never turned to even
look at me.
Why? Why? Why?
You ignored me
and finally,
left me in the corner
alone,
forever;
while you promised that you would
never leave my hand,
may it be what...
If you had to leave me,
then why did you love
me?
What were those
promises?
PLEASE ANSWER ME.
You gave me
anything I wanted;
never said a 'No',
and
even gave sorrow,
and
happiness for days few.
But No.
I was wrong;
and
I regret,
because it was
my
Desire To Be Loved...