You didn't deserve to suffer

Dear friend in heaven
Dear brother

You didn't deserve to suffer

Not the way you did , not the way you died
Couldn't it have just been a lie?

You didn't deserve to suffer

I can't imagine the pain that you had to bare
I can't imagine the heat, I can't imagine the flare .

You didn't deserve to suffer

Did it hurt ? Did it burn ? What did it feel like ?
I wish you could return .

Its been more than a year
And I can still feel the tears
running down my face , lost in this desolate place

Can't bare to visit your grave
I'm such a disgrace, lost in my cave

Because dear friend
Because dear brother

You didn't deserve to suffer