Break up

I wish this was a nightmare that I could just wake up from, nothing but simply a bad dream. Never did I imagine that he would leave me alone in the dark, defenseless against the cold. Where did it all go wrong? So many questions cloud my mind with mixed emotions, anger, sadness, uncertainty, bitterness, but most of all loneliness and betrayal. How could something so thriving with life and happiness be smothered out so quick. Not a single tear shed from him, no emotions of sadness or despair. I was and am nothing but a faint memory of that of his mind. No sound of promise greets my ears denying what I hope most to be untrue, a mere cruel trick played upon me. To no avail I am left wandering empty minded alone in a crowd of people. They look upon me saddened, weary eyed, half knowing the truth, if there is such as one to it. He says he loves but love he does not, for protection of his arms no longer present. His lips no longer my temptation, his voice no longer my music... my lullaby, his chest once my shield now leaves me exposed. A heart left behind forgotten, never again to feel the radiating warmth of his smile. His laughter a now forgotten sound longed for. His comforting scent gone from memory. Pain and agony grip what is left of the thing that was once me, as the tears slowly stream. As consciousness slips away staining, painting my world once again black, his name the last breath on my lips.