Pain Is LoVe

I am very willing to deal with this dealing
To love you have to be loving this life
that is soon to come
With everything that has happen to me
you should be stunned
I was always told with light there is hope
and with hope there are dreams,
wait... At first that's what it seems
To be living is happiness right?
But with happiness comes with a hard fight
I feel odd sometimes but that's okay
I rather feel odd then hopeless any time of the day
So why be mad at love
Its not just some game
once I fell, it was never the same
Trapped in a dark hole
with no way out
I just wish one day somebody would of came
Being deep in life feelings is a bad place to be
Being so deep with nobody beside me
I could say I'm scared of being hopeless
but that's beyond being doubtful
I have so much to say
I have a whole mouthful
Sometimes I feel left out
Sometimes I wonder where I fell out
I thrive for love
cause I need it
Who can give it to me
Because I know I believe in it
When will I see the end of this hopeless trail
I live in this world of the hopeless
but I promise I will not fail
By: Cory Hayden