Your Son

25 years ago today you left and my hearts beats with every breathe you took. I feel close yet so far. my eyes cry, i miss you.

i tired but i failed, i hope your happy happy with me. I'm not that little boy any little boy no more.

life has hurt but I'm not over the worse, I'm dead inside, ruined all i touched. I'm not here in mind, i have to take my self away.

far from this pain and hurt. i lived, i see the same faces in people, but they are different.

all trying to get me, telling me the same thing to get what they need.

i have become lonely, i feel safe that way.. i really cant deal with the hurt, it kills me.

so on this this note. i love you, i just want you here..

your son xx