Would you

by Jay Colon   Dec 12, 2015


Would you be ok thinking about the what if's
would you be ok if I treated you the same?
would you be ok if i told you things will be different?

telling you the same lie as i was told
have sex with you
taking more from you

Im never to be heard from
never to be found
until I need you around
just to forget about karma

because i know you'll hear me out

would you be ok if i used anything to see you?
just to leave you
over and over again

would you be ok if I caused you pain?
made you think if I really loved you
or what if I just died
would you care?

what if I told you I wanted to be with you?
then I ended up choosing someone else
would you be ok if I was loving someone else ?
when all I wanted was to love you

what if I told you everything I expected?
i never did it
even if you did

tell you to make time for me
then I made up every excuse
as you waited for every second
making time to be in my presence

just waited to feel at peace
feel the love you have to offer
all I did was shut you down
with every excuse

I have work
Im going out this weekend
Im with my family
I'm taking care of something

when in reality
Im just making time to just go to a friends house
or even a coworkers house
because I'm not talking to my mother

so I don't think about you
I have to much going on
so I'll write to you
only when I feel lonely

so the one person who's here for me
I just lie to because I take her for granted
so as you got tired
I used all the same ways to say I love you

making sure I still hand a hold on you

i dont want to lose you
at the same time
I'm not doing anything to keep you
I rather lose the best thing that happen to me

do you know the reason its called taken for granted?
what you ask for is granted
it can also be taken by those who are ungrateful

so I ask myself
are you ok losing what you asked for?
are you willing to regret it forever?
thats like choosing depression over happiness

so my last question
would you be ok if i did everything you did to me?

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